This video work confronts the internalized censorship that persists even after exile. Through spoken self-doubt and fragmented imagery, it reveals how societal control is not only external but deeply embedded in the psyche. By voicing and visualizing these moments of hesitation, the piece makes visible the quiet violence of self-surveillance. Interwoven with the poetry of Forough Farrokhzad, the work draws on her legacy of resistance, grief, and feminine introspection, embodying the struggle between visibility and erasure.